Sunday, March 9, 2008

It's the last night

Yep... that's it.

Eight weeks on January 8th, I went into the hospital thinking my water broke.
It hadn't but they wanted to do an emergency induction, and the morning of the 9th, my baby girl was born. (I wasn't supposed to be off work until the 11th, I had soooo much to do still!)

So now.. here it is.

8 weeks later, I have to go back to work tomorrow. *sighs* I'm excited, I'm scared, I'm anxious but worst of all.. I'll miss my girls.

I'd like ya'll to meet them.
Here is Issa... she's my beauty. She was born Christmas day of 2006. She is 14 months old









And then, on January 9th.... the littlest one came along. She is now 8 weeks old.





I'll miss them horribly tomorrow but, I know it's for the best for all of us! I need to make some money again, and they have an amazing baby sitter! She loves them so much and is their surrogate grandmother.
Think about me tomorrow, I'll be at work, blogging a little, trying to find motivation.
Thanks for listening to me... :(
Warm Blessings,
Lilith

3 comments:

Crystal said...

Good luck today. All your babies are beautiful. And don't worry, with all the emotion I know you'll deffinately have, you won't lack from motivation. Use it to blog about. If you think your kids will ever read this, let them know how you felt. If your not comfortable doing that you can always just vent about it, so to speak. List the things you would be doing if you weren't at work right now or what the kiddos would be doing. Theres SO much you could say sweet;o) You'll do JUST fine. Going back to work and the babies, it'll all work out. I'll be peeking in on you;o) Have a wonderful day!

Jennifer said...

okay i was supposed to leave the computer, but I couldn't just get up, I had to read some more about you.
your girls are beautiful, well all your girls actually and your son is handsome!! :)
i can't imagine how hard it was for your to go back to work. :( I hope you are doing well though. to know they are safe and with someone that loves them, is a comforting thought, but i'm sure you miss them just the same. :)
i look forward to going back to work one day, but daycare for two 2 year olds would kill us... it would be about $280.00 a week or so around here. I live in NY. so for now I'm just staying home and enjoying them... but it is a hard call to make.
I'll check back to see how you are making out with your first week back to work. :)
hugs, jenn

Mof2 said...

Awww...they are so cute! I hope that you are doing well with going back to work. I could't even imagine the feeling. I worked when my oldest was in pre-k but only a little part time before that. And then I quit work just to get pregnant and have a baby and along came Kelsie. I have been outta work so long now, I can't imagine going back. And my husband and I were discussing it just the other day. That in the next couple of years I WILL be working again!