Monday, April 14, 2008

Monday ramblings


I am around again. I wrote this huge babbling e-mail to Crystal and I thought I should write everyone else on here.

I’m thinking about opening an online business. Yep… because I need more on my plate, I need more money.. I NEED to be home with my kids. I miss my little girls, I miss taking them to the park and singing to them. I miss nap time and waking up to a baby cooing to me. I miss the “Mommy” calls from the bedroom when Issa is awake. I miss bathtime when lunch was too messy. I miss going to the pool with them and letting them play in the cooling waters. I need this, now I just have to STOP talking my brain out of it! We are our worst enemy, and I’m proving that daily!

I keep jumping back and forth on dating. I think I will NOT do it for a while. I’m still in love with Kris. I hate him, don’t get me wrong, he pisses me off, but I love him dearly. I see him all the time and I don’t think I’m ready to move on. How fair would it be to start dating someone, knowing full well that my heart is still broken?

Work is kicking my booty lately! No time to just play!

READ Gorgeously Green… Please Please… if this book doesn’t make you realize how dire it is that we pay attention to what we are putting into our bodies, then nothing will. We can be stronger, healthier and more radiant women, if we are more careful with what we do with ourselves. I am making the change, it only takes one week/month at a time… what would you be willing to change?


Crystal said...

Girl, you sound like me! My life has been crazy too! Good for you on thinking about opening up an online business! I hope it all works out for you. What type of business??? If you do that are you going to work from home or still keep the job your at?

As for the dating thing...I completely understand. Take it from someone who's JUST NOW dating after a 5 year silence. It's just so hard to let go sometimes and especially when your heart doesn't want to but your brain says do it. How does he feel about you?

I'm going to get that book next time I go to the bookstore!!! Whenever THAT is! For the past 5 years I have went to the bookstore EVERY WEEK....Since i've been dating Matt? ZERO...I would read AT LEAST 3-4 books a week and since my mind AND heart have been on other things like him, I haven't picked a book up since the day before I heard from him...It's just so dang hard for me to concentrate and that's not good! I have SO MANY books I still haven't read!!!!LOLOLOL!!!

Here's to hoping that everything your stressing about and wishing for pans out the way you want it to sweet;o)

Brittany said...

Hey! Thanks for the nice comment!

If I actually figure out how to start an online business, i will let you know! haha. My paper is almost done. I will gladly pass it along. Not sure it will help, but I don't mind sharing it! :)

The Little Window Shoppe said...

Great site! Best wishes with starting your online business. :)

krissy said...

I think opening an online business is an excellent, wonderful, fabulous idea! You totally seem to have the will and determination!!!

I'm excited for you!

Since I'm new, and don't know a whole lot, I'm gonna ask a question in hopes that you don't get upset!

Are you a single mom of 6 kids, fostering a part-time girl and working a full time job??? Because I have just found my new hero!!!

Jocelyn said...

Being a mother is never a curse- it is the most womnderful blessing in the whole world! :)
You should list your wonderful blog on Hip Mama's Place! :)

trisha said...

What kind of online business are you considering?