I am around again. I wrote this huge babbling e-mail to Crystal and I thought I should write everyone else on here.
I’m thinking about opening an online business. Yep… because I need more on my plate, I need more money.. I NEED to be home with my kids. I miss my little girls, I miss taking them to the park and singing to them. I miss nap time and waking up to a baby cooing to me. I miss the “Mommy” calls from the bedroom when Issa is awake. I miss bathtime when lunch was too messy. I miss going to the pool with them and letting them play in the cooling waters. I need this, now I just have to STOP talking my brain out of it! We are our worst enemy, and I’m proving that daily!
I keep jumping back and forth on dating. I think I will NOT do it for a while. I’m still in love with Kris. I hate him, don’t get me wrong, he pisses me off, but I love him dearly. I see him all the time and I don’t think I’m ready to move on. How fair would it be to start dating someone, knowing full well that my heart is still broken?
Work is kicking my booty lately! No time to just play!
READ Gorgeously Green… Please Please… if this book doesn’t make you realize how dire it is that we pay attention to what we are putting into our bodies, then nothing will. We can be stronger, healthier and more radiant women, if we are more careful with what we do with ourselves. I am making the change, it only takes one week/month at a time… what would you be willing to change?